Back in the game.

Like I promised, there're some groundbreaking news that I'll announce in this post as things are finally clearer now. After an almost 8-9 months hiatus, I'm finally attached again and back playing the very painful, very troublesome, very saddening but very inevitable love game again with my dear Xinxin. Maybe it's not really as bad as I made it out to be, but well what's worth the prize is always worth the fight right.

I know that for those people who had a general idea on what went on earlier, you'll probably not think highly of me at all. But trust me, there's more to it and if you give me the chance to explain I'm sure you'll see where I'm coming from. Then again, why do I have to explain to you if you're hating on me right.Haha. So there you have it.

Honestly, I don't really know how it actually worked out this fine for me. I've always had the impression that Xinxin is outta my league in more ways than one, but like what people say never try never know right. I'm just glad I did. But I'm totally dating out of my comfort zone this time. My friends always say I have a fixed pattern of dating and I'm always interested in the same sort of girls. They claim to be able to always identify certain similar physical or character traits existing in all my ex-girlfriends. I'm sure they won't be able to say the same this time. Xinxin is nothing like all the previous girls I've dated or was interested in this I'm pretty sure.

In fact come to think of it, if what they say is true, I don't know what attracted me to her in the first place now. But I just know she's got something going on about her. She makes me laugh - ALOT, she's independent, she's (quite) understanding, she's really really lame, and uhm, I just wanna be around her all the time. I think she's gonna kill me for not mentioning that I love her because she's pretty, she's a cai etc. so I better mention that too. Yes, she's a cai. Grade B cai though...lol.

Ok so to all my friends, I'm sure you'll have a chance to meet her. And feel dwarfed or intimidated by her 1.78m frame. It's ok, I myself am already. And once again, wish me more luck in the game this time. It was quite a train-wreck the previous time around which I took pretty long to recover from. Can't be banging head-first into walls and expect to survive every single time right.

Enough with all the good news, here comes the bad news. I'm booking in tonight. Bad, very bad.