2x "Hell" Week

Gonna book in later and get ready for our so-called 2x "hell" week - 2 consecutive outfield over 2 weeks. I suppose the Tekong one's gonna be damn relax. I mean, sleeping in bunk, eating fresh ration from cookhouse and we're even moving a damn washing machine over. Where else do you hear about such an "outfield" right? Don't know about the LCK one though, was pre-warned that it's gonna be xiong as hell. Take it as it comes then.

The grouping for this outfield was quite godlike too. There's Zhuang Randall and Fabian on my team machiam the original Boozer Room crew put together. We were initially talking about hopefully all the smokers can be grouped together cause we're like more tight and we can OTOT have lots of smoke breaks. Not a bad result eh, 4 out of 6 are smokers. Plus Karthik and Hamizah are pretty decent people themselves. This exercise is so gonna turn out to be like an adventure camp more than an outfield operation. Only downside is Ma'am Agnes is the instructor attached to our team but I guess I angkat her until gao gao she shouldn't be too hard on us now will she.

Anyway got this blog to reccommend => http://blu-r-ry.diaryland.com Yes it's my previous blog and the entries are pretty owning lol. Never fails to put my current situation in perspective while having a laugh at the way I was a few years back. Damn. This is embarrassing but it's also good stuff so I just gotta share with my readers. I'm really way more cool than that now. Trust me. Lol.

Perhaps I've made peace with myself and accepted that there isn't gonna be any major shake-ups in the near future or anything. Then again, there isn't really much to complain about at the end of the day is it? NS is well, just NS. You can't run away from it no matter how. Something Staff Chong said to tekan us kinda registered with me for awhile. He said that we must remember the country does not owe us anything and that we are the ones who owe this country. Propaganda maybe, but ain't that the truth? Besides I'm given food and lodging so it's all good. I've always thought that the best food in the world is free food. Besides, I'm not really the type who enjoys staying at home anyway. The allowance, meagre as it may be, is enough to buy me my fair share of cigarettes and alcohol to pass the days. Get pissed drunk on Friday nights after bookout, hang out with my homies on Saturdays to watch a movie then watch soccer at night, accompany my grandma on Sundays then back to camp. Life's pretty good isn't it?

It's true afterall, the main cause for disappointment is desire. The moment you stop wanting something more, you'll realise what it is that you already have and that it's actually not too shabby.

Check in again after I'm back from Tekong then.