Another reason is that I'm like squeezing whatever free time I have in between things to do and places to be to watch SEX AND THE CITY. It's like the total relationship bible-drama and every situation that can occur in a relationship you'll find it in there. I'M SUCH A GIRL I KNOW. HAHA. I bought the dvds from China and it's like the complete set with what, 8 or 9 seasons. If I gotta choose between SATC and Prison Break and maybe even Lost, I think I will stick to being a puss. Lol.
My shoulder is still in a mess. I haven't been working it for more than a week and I'm gonna try another sinseh tmr. Hope it'll work this time. Anyway to keep up with the photos thing:
After a gruelling slow jog of probably less than 2km, a few sit-ups and zero pull-ups, I feel thinner already.
Ok whatever. Maybe a little inspired by SATC, I realised that males and commitment are just not naturally bound together. It's something we gotta learn, or rather gotta force onto ourselves cause I don't think you can ever find a male who will willingly embrace commitment to something, someone, anyone. But if you think something is worth it, you have to do it somehow.
Just wanna note down this feeling I had today. I was with dear at JP walking around to pass time cause it's too early for her to go to her grandma's house. I was supposed to my grandma at Gek Poh to eat dinner but dear asked me if I could meet her somewhere near her grandma's house instead, just so I could accompany dear on her journey there. Yes this is really something small, insignificant even. But to me, all I felt was that dear really wanted to be with me, as in she doesn't want anything material or demands anything from me, she just plainly wanted me to be physically beside her and keep her company. And I really love her for making me feel this way, for pulling me close to her and keeping me there.
But of course it's never all smooth-sailing. I've still got my commitment issues to sort out. But at the end I feel it's worth it. To quote from SATC, "He may be the one wielding the whip, but I'm the one who tied myself to the bed."
Another inspiration from SATC, this character Samantha is the ultimate player just gunning for sex and never love. She's like the female counterpart to the playboy that every girl hates to meet but dies to love and boy do these players really exist. It usually never takes too long for one to identify these players, but you can take forever to try to walk away from them. So, wise up wise up, or you'll find yourself posing just to keep up with them cause they'll always be 3 or 4 steps ahead. These players will only pull you close for a while and push you so much further away, and who needs that in our lives anyway.
Then again, we ALWAYS want what we don't need.
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